Anonymous asked: All I wanted to do was see you
But that was a wish that never came true

I tried to talk to you but you ignored me
While I hoped that you secretly adored me

I knew that you were still so nice
Even though that I got no advice

I spent time with you
But you said adieu
And after that I didn't know what to do

You were always in my mind
And when you weren't, I seemed blind

I really wasn't used to this
Because all I wanted was a kiss

Before, I really did not care
But the way I feel now does not compare

I'm confused in so many ways
And I still tremble when I see your gaze

I hoped this feeling wouldn't last that long
I didn't want to do something wrong

When I was with you, I showed no emotion
But inside my head was a big commotion

I tried to give up all the time
But I still wanna be your partner in crime

I hope this whole thing comes to an end
After that I hope that you're still my friend

I've done everything that I can
But nothing ever goes according to plan

It's like there's something that's in the way
Of me and you every single day

I try to give you hints whenever I see you
But that's what tons of other guys do too

I'm really just a drop in the ocean
But it's like everything is happening in slow motion

And I really don't know how to get your attention
But it's mostly 'cause of my apprehension

I constantly want to be around you
But when it finally happens I really don't know what to do

Other people try to help me out
But anything they tell me is said with doubt

I'm really in love with all the things that you do
But then I wish that I had never found you

This whole thing's like a bad movie
And I don't know then what we'll be

I know in my mind that I really shouldn't care
But my heart does all the talking, I swear

I've tried to work it all out in my head
But when I get to the end, I end up in bed

You distracted me from so many things
It was like you were pulling my strings

It's like you're right in front of me
But I'm on a treadmill, that you can't see

I feel like this is getting me nowhere
I share with my friends and they tell me to grow a pair

But then I see that you really care
And then I cry because it's really rare

I can't tell if it's true or fake
Maybe falling for you was a big mistake

This whole thing's really changed me forever
But I know it's been a useless endeavour

that’s beautiful! thank you for that!

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